dying had been fast. This burden however is one he’ll be carrying every day for the rest of his life, and it’ll be nothing as simple as swinging a sword or burning up. ‘Of course we can’ still rings in his ears, and he’s not at all sure he can do this. All the things he’s done and been - can he be a good father? Can he teach these boys what’s important in life, be a good rolemodel? His own father died when he was young, and his only major male influence later was Angelus...
For a moment he feels overwhelmed, but then takes a deep breath and clamps down on the feeling. He owes it to Buffy and his boys to cope. And he owes it to every child he ever killed to be the best father he can.
Oh yes, he's got a lifetime to try his best to make amends and pass on fighting the good fight to those two boys. Just the way I picture those two in the years to come, lack of sleep included.
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2007-09-28 17:03 (UTC)For a moment he feels overwhelmed, but then takes a deep breath and clamps down on the feeling. He owes it to Buffy and his boys to cope. And he owes it to every child he ever killed to be the best father he can.
Oh yes, he's got a lifetime to try his best to make amends and pass on fighting the good fight to those two boys. Just the way I picture those two in the years to come, lack of sleep included.