ext_15328 ([identity profile] megan-peta.livejournal.com) wrote in [community profile] seasonal_spuffy2006-04-14 02:44 pm

Fic : Beyond Truth and Lies

My time has come...I won't say how much I have stressed over my day, but boy am I relieved to finally get it over with. I have a short fic (6 chapters and prologue) and another short that I will post at the end.

Title: Beyond Truth and Lies
Rating: Strong R for final chapter
Disclaimer: BtVS belongs to Joss Whedon and Mutant Enemy
Timeline: Post Chosen
Summary: When time refuses to heal her broken heart, a desperate Buffy asks Willow to lend a magical hand. But when she gets her wish, Buffy is forced to realize that there is truly something worse than losing the one you love.
A/N: Many many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] hollydb and [livejournal.com profile] schehrezade_1 for betaing and keeping me on track. And a special thank you to [livejournal.com profile] spikeslovebite for always being there when I needed it.

Mandi is my hero. Thank you [livejournal.com profile] vampkiss for this gorgeous banner.



The heat of scattered fires skipped along the breeze, lifting the tail of his coat with an enthusiasm born from success. Spike was ebullient; the power of mystical blood thundering through his veins, diverting his attention from the scattered Chinese offerings running in frantic fear around him.

Food.

For the first time in twenty years, he couldn’t see the food. He cut a swathe through the screaming rebels, squeezed in between the two women of his unlife and floated on a euphoric high. He’d never experienced anything like it. Never known the power that came from usurping the other male of your family with the one thing he’d been afraid to do.

Angelus. The paternal leader of their little tribe, yet he’d not risked anything in his unlife before. But Spike caught the look on his face, the blend of fascination and pride with the nasty edge of revulsion. It was confusing, and frustrating. When would it be enough?

Just minutes before he had been writhing on the dirt floor with Dru, creating a memory that he would be proud of for the rest of his days. A memory that would set him up as a vampire to be reckoned with. Make his new name one that was recognised in all corners of the earth. Make him more than just Angelus’s childe. Drusilla’s nurse and playmate. It gave him prominence.

Burying his fangs deep in the Slayer’s neck would forever make him. He’d met his purpose, found his niche and it was a glorious discovery. And the best part was, he could rediscover his strength over and over again. Because Slayers would never run out. They would always be around to be sought, always be ready to be killed. Always be looking for that one fight that would give them the bliss of peace.

Spike almost couldn’t bear the high that kept him springing on his feet. He walked on a thread of dreams, of destiny, and could feel his connection already to something big. He had consumed the magic of a special one, had drained her of her life as another was busily being called. He’d skipped the easy death, a quick snap of the neck, to take her into his mouth, the silkiness of her red liquid life sliding like love down his throat. He knew that the experience would catapult him into something momentous, drive him along a path that had been without direction until he took that risk. Taken his existence into his own hands.

William the Bloody would never hide, would never be a coward, would never fail even if he was dusted. Unlike Angelus, who scurried like a terrified mouse whenever Spike stirred the crowds to a roaring retribution. It was fun. It was game. It was life. Something Angelus seemed to have suddenly lost.

They probably looked aimless, but it didn’t matter to Spike. Not now that he had a direction to head his unlife in. He’d see all parts of the world, taste all manner of fledgling women in his desire to meet and best them. He would take them down, one by one, or dust in the process. It was all or nothing for him—the passion of such a beautiful purpose flooded his senses and he knew that whatever occurred from now would bear the stamp of his greatness.

He could barely see his family, even though they stormed through Beijing beside him. Stood on the edge as he vibrated with power. Aimless yet charged, they strutted through the chaos, not quite searching for a place to rest, but gravitating toward it like was there right.

A feast later and they laughed and fucked the night away, relaxing in the secretiveness of a stone dwelling, the important people left dumped in their own blood. The grin wouldn’t fall from his face and as his eyes finally lulled shut, Spike replayed the fight, revelled in his victory, and made promises that his future would be everything his past was not.

[identity profile] angelic-amy.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
Yay for Megan!fic! *grins*

This first part was amazing. I love how high on borrowed life Spike is. The thrill from draining his first slayer is almost contagious - I felt excited for him! I have a very clear picture in my mind of him strutting with a puffed up pride - you described his transformation from vampire childe to vampire master (which is what killing a slayer elevated him to IMO) very clearly.

Calling Angelus a coward made me laugh out loud.

He knew that the experience would catapult him into something momentous, drive him along a path that had been without direction until he took that risk.

This bit was great. Forshadowing anyone?

I can't to see how this story unfolds.

*hugs*

[identity profile] angelic-amy.livejournal.com 2006-04-24 07:14 am (UTC)(link)
Conveyed it perfectly. *grins*

[identity profile] itmustbetuesday.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
Excellent start - can't wait to read the rest!

[identity profile] raemcn.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
OH MY! I'm so intruiged by this beginning! MORE MORE! I love what you have but I so need more!

[identity profile] zoonut.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
Kick-ass start, Megan! Brought me right back to the exhilaration of that slow-mo strut as Beijing burned. Can't wait to see where it goes from here!

[identity profile] zoonut.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 06:11 am (UTC)(link)
And beautiful banner, Mandi!

[identity profile] vampkiss.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Awww..thanks hon! ;)

[identity profile] zoonut.livejournal.com 2006-04-22 07:23 am (UTC)(link)
Am headed to finish the last 3 chaps as we speak, before bedtime. Still loving it!! More FB to come... :D

[identity profile] inxsomniax.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 06:24 am (UTC)(link)
Oh God sweetie, I'm dying for the next chapter now. This was a fantastic start. I can't wait for the next one and the rest. *squeee* So happy that you post on a "GOOD" day :D *g* GREAT start, Megan!!

[identity profile] basilio-the-cat.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 08:05 am (UTC)(link)
great chapter

[identity profile] just-sue.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
Darn! Read chappie 1 before I found the prologue - not that it made much difference. Now I can see where the beginning stems from I'm going 'ahhh' to myself.

Cracking entree and love the pretty banner by Mandi. *hugs*
gillo: (smooches)

[personal profile] gillo 2006-04-14 09:32 am (UTC)(link)
I daren't even start this - I'm supposed to be out of teh door and on the raod in an hour and no packing has yet been detected. I'm really looking forward to this when I'm back home next week, though!

[identity profile] spikespetslayer.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 10:56 am (UTC)(link)
I love the picture of Spike that you've painted here...high on hope and victory and Slayer blood, and sod all else, even his family or Dru...seeing them as aimless and him with a direction...

Hurrying on to the next chapter...*grin* Excellent beginning...*hug*

[identity profile] chrissie-linnit.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 11:09 am (UTC)(link)
This could have been written for that Fanged Four scene out of FFL. Vibrated with energy. Great stuff.
kathyh: (Kathyh Spike goal)

[personal profile] kathyh 2006-04-14 01:27 pm (UTC)(link)
Fantastic start. I could really feel Spike's triumph and exhilaration. Heading off to read more.

Gorgeous banner too.

[identity profile] slaymesoftly.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 01:39 pm (UTC)(link)
A great beginning *runs off to read future chapters*

[identity profile] vampkiss.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 03:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah! Was waiting ever so patiently to read this, and now I have to work! *cries* Will read the first few chapters and the rest tonight.

Lovely beginning though. *runs off to read as much as possible without being late*

[identity profile] slinkypsychokit.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 04:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes! Spankin' new Megan-ficcie! Such a delightfully powerful beginning!

[identity profile] zanthinegirl.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 04:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Great start! You beautifully capture Spike's exuberance in this scene. That really is an iconic look at our boy, isn't it?

[identity profile] jerzeyanjel.livejournal.com 2006-04-14 11:35 pm (UTC)(link)
WOW Megan! Wonderful beginning. I'm off to read the rest! =)

[identity profile] caliente-uk.livejournal.com 2006-04-15 01:13 am (UTC)(link)
Great beginning, Megan. Off to read the rest now. :)
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[identity profile] lmbossy.livejournal.com 2006-04-15 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
It was all or nothing for him—the passion of such a beautiful purpose flooded his senses and he knew that whatever occurred from now would bear the stamp of his greatness.
*hearts* love this line - and this first chapter combined with the summary definitely has me hooked :)

[identity profile] kargrif.livejournal.com 2006-04-16 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
WOW!! very powerful beginning!!

William the Bloody would never hide, would never be a coward, would never fail even if he was dusted.

I liked that, never failure in trying your best kinda statement! great job! *rushes to next chapter*
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Fic : Beyond Truth and Lies - Prologue

[personal profile] cordykitten 2006-04-16 10:47 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope I'm able to read it all at once. If not, the rest will follow tomorrow. If I'm too tired I don't make much sense ;-)
I love the begin! The turning-point for William's (Spike's) future: His decision to fight (seek out) slayers... one think Angelus never did.
*on to the next chapter*

[identity profile] oracleholly.livejournal.com 2006-04-17 03:57 am (UTC)(link)
Wonderful opening chapter and brilliant voice to William the Bloody at that point in history!