Only a soul can have her throat, her heart, her sex. Only a soul, only a man.
Oh, but this soul of Spike is forcing him to face some intense and harsh truths. Love how this semi-mad Spike careens between memories and wishes until his 'blue fairy' comes and hope dies.

Each phrase, each word paints such pain and chaos. This was difficult to read because you make Spike's suffering so real and immediate.

Intense and breathtaking.